Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Sick

Is getting sick in this 2 week,damn tiring and alot of  things need to be done. haih. damn painful.

Monday, December 27, 2010

To God

Dear God,

I'm going to take a new job for 2012, this job, is quite challenging, but, i believe god to give me this way to learn, and grape this opportunity to share your gospel to my new colleague.Do hope everythings will run smoothly.

God, Pray for my family member's also, mother and my grandmother health is not really good, hope god can take off their painful,

Lord,I'm sorry the things i made it, i will come back to serve you, pray to you, i'm coming back pray & worship to you.

God, I'm Gonna take the proposal to organize 2011 inter platoon drill competition, NGO, and 2012 drill squad, coming is  AGM , i will share it with all the officer's and inst, give me more ideas to give a good presentation on that day also.

And Thanks for guide and take care my llittle god sister to having a good PMR results, continue to guide her and take care her, pray to her mother also can recover as soon as possible.

Last time was busying my new house things, and never attend the bible studies.i will be back to bible study also,

God, I need you ....

Thursday, December 9, 2010

I Put Aeroplane to people.

Oh My God, i put ppl aeroplane. haih, what the hell man, this few days i quiet busy here and there. alot of sharing, but when i was free, i will let you know.

Is my time to get a girlfriend. seriously. i want a girlfriend... but,, no one want me.. aiks....

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Heart Broken...

終於你找到一個方式分出了勝負
輸鼓漸N價是彼此粉身碎骨
外表健康的你心裡傷痕無數
頑強的我是這場戰役的俘虜

就這樣被你征服 切斷了所有退路
我的心情是堅固 我的決定是糊塗
就這樣被你征服 喝下你藏好的毒
我的劇情已落幕 我的愛恨已入土

終於我明白倆人要的是一個結束
所有的辯解都讓對方以為是企圖
放一把火燒掉你送我的禮物
卻澆不熄我胸口灼熱的憤怒

你如果經過我的墳墓
你可以雙手合十為我祝福

我的劇情已落幕 我的愛恨已入土

Thursday, October 21, 2010

让我欢喜让我忧

爱到尽头覆水难收
爱悠悠恨幽幽
为何要到无法挽留
才能想起你的温柔
给我关怀为我解忧
为我平添许多愁
在深夜无尽的等候
独自泪流
独自忍受
多想说声我真的爱你
多想说声对不起你
你哭着说情缘已尽
难再续
难再续
就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间
再多一点点温柔
不要让我独自难受
你这样一个女人
让我欢喜让我忧
让我甘心为了你
付出我所有

Friday, October 15, 2010

Break Promise -_-

Everyone have promise someone or another partner, but most of the people are keep break their promise, at the end, is all LIE... is quiet sad at this few weeks...

Job,performance are good but weak in knowledge, WTH, what do you aspect me to know everythings in this 3 month's? i'm human, not a robot, do you know every procedure? I was giving you face and keep silent, please do not take for granted even you have a NAME inside the company, what a big deal? 

Someone keep break their promises, forget what their promise...well, who can i believe now? 

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Everlasting God

Do you not know? Have you not heard? The LORD is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom.

Monday, October 11, 2010

Sometime's When We Touch

                                                                  You ask me if I love you

And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity 
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Thank You

   


Hi,This Is what i write for "you" only, i want to say a BIG Thank you to you,because is your first time treat me to watch a nice movie "PIRANHA"ha ha... my pleasure... 


Truly Hard Friends are hard to find,difficult to leave and impossible to forget, YOU, i will remember you in my HEART too,your situation i maybe cannot understand, BUT i willing to put myself in this consequences also, you will never be the only one standing there, Don't worries... i will be the ONLY one also walk with you at this moment and this circles...


The most important things is you need to stand firm,every question sure have a answer, is just how we look into it,well, maybe this is god's plan. but don't worry... my phone 24 hours open, need help? i will be there? need a shoulder? mine want is bigger then other's, i will give you happiness =) 

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Cheer Up ...

Life is not measured by breaths we take in a moment but by moments that take our breaths away...




We Aim The Target,And Start Our Life Journey,Come,let's think....



A lovely Dog,To loyal with another partner and the master,why human cannot face the problem directly? have to go another big circle,but end up,is not what the answer he/she want?


We face alot of obstacles,we easily to give up, someone never try the task given,he/she already give up , God Created Us give up directly?


We keep running in our life,Will never turn back what we have did...



We Run Our Journey,Got Happiness, loneliness, sadness, but somehow, our friend look at us keep running...


Sometimes,we lost directions,but we need a true friend to guide us the road,show a little bright light and continues our journey...

 
We might get  tired if we keep running,we need to rest when we are tired...


We Start our journey life,because of the circle around us,so we keep running,everyone of us want to have a better life to stay...to live...everyone want to get a better life...


Actually,In This life,we just live with a simple & easy life,goes a rounds,comes a rounds....

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Running after you - Planetshakers

I'm Back To Blogger


I'm Back to blogging,Yeah,but when i was coming back here,sure  to write manythings,which is write for my own feelings right now,i change many things,i change job,i change my style,i change from in relationship to be single,i change form leaving BB,But end up still going back to BB ministry...


Firstly,Talk About BB,I'm just back from 'BIDOR' ANTS, As a Observer, learn alot of things through this camp also,Share out the problem,solve together as a team,do not scare doing a mistake.2 Q come to my minds, 1) QUALITY 2) QUANTITY,Which Q you want to be?i sure want to be the quality?what for choose quantity?right?a long the road,still have many things to learns...


Second,I change my Job,This job if quite free and easy,but is very dangerous also,hard to perform well in my position,well,politics sure have,but here politics is very different previous my company last time,My new companies is ALL "WOMAN"manager?what is the problem here?where is the GUys Going?so,worse come to worse,before i comfirm with this company,i need to change another job...Still Pending...


Third,I bought a new house in kulai,haha.i'm feel proud,at this age,got house,got car,but sad to say,got no girlfriend,but luckily she appear of my life during i was down,yes,is you,the one who are reading this... SHA GUA,thank you so much,bring me up from the darkside, i will remember you always and always.... sometimes you really make me worry about you,because you dint take care of yourself... but when you afraid, i will not leave you alone,i will hold your hands walk together out,i will protect you forever & ever =)